ONE YEAR SINCE HER TRAGIC DEATH

Tijana Jurić was 15 years old girl from small Serbian town Subotica. She was very talented and everybody loves her. On Friday 25th July, she came home from her grandparents and the same day she disappeared.

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When she came home, she decided to met some of her friends on football game in Bajmok. As soon as she came to Bajmok, she called her mother to tell her that she had arrived. After that she spent all night with her friends on football match, like every single year. Around midnight she decided to go home with her friend. In the middle of forest path she turned around and went back to football match to return some friend his jumper. Friend who was with her, offered to bring jumper back to her friend, but she declined. Than she went back to match. Friend whose jumper was, waited her for so long and than decided to go towards her. He didn’t met her, but he found her white all star shoe.

The same night Tijana’s friend called her and than wrote her a note on facebook. Her phone ring, but Tijana didn’t answer. In two hours Tijana’s phone was switched off. Friends thought than her phone battery run off. How ever, around one hour at the night every single Tijana’s friend went to searched her around Bajmok. Police also participate to that search. They were searching with dogs and also with helicopter.

Next day, her father came home from Belgium, wher he works as football coach. Police interrogated everyone on football match and they conviced that she haven’t met anyone new when she was at her grandparents.

On 28th Juny her phone was located near Hungary border. One day later in research was also integrated interpol and international police. There was also rumour that  she was seen in Hungary.

Following few days pass without any lead. Than on August 7th, was published that kidnapper had already arested. Few hours after, police confirmed that she was found dead near landfill in Sombor. They also confirmed that she was murdered the same day as she was kidnapped. As Tijana murderer was labelled man from neighbourding town. Murderer also told that before she killed Tijana, he drank some alcohol. Than he ran over Tijana and killed her. When she was dead, he drove her to landfill and buried her.

Now police suspect murderer for others rapes and murders. If murderer will be find guilty, he can get 40 years of prison.

After Tijana’s death so many Serbian people showed respect to Tijana. Also Serbian singer Ceca Ražnatovič dedicated song to Tijana on her big concert in Serbia (picture down is from Ceca’s concert where she sang song ”pile” for her). People also dedicated all concert to Tijana and made Facebook profile in her memorial. On internet you can also found so many of songs decided to her memorial.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6cuGyIeVmpw – Here you can listen how talented she was.

I writed this post for her, becouse today is one year since she was murdered. I accompanied her tragical story since she was missing. It’s tragic how brutal people can be. She will be in my memory forever! REST IN PEACE TIJANA! ❤

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This is picture of Tijana and her father.

-Lucy-

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Asos summer preview

Hi guys,

today I will make post about Asos clothes. I was searching on their page and I found many of summer pieces. I get inspiration to make new post about their fashion. So, today I will show you some pieces I would absolutely wear this summer, but they are too expensive for me.

It’s summer so we usually go to the beach or pool. And if you want to swim you might need swimsuit. Expect if you are visiting nudist beach. How ever this is my selection for swimsuit 2015.

I like this piece because of unusual top. It’s little longer than usually, but I felt in love with back. One of the best thing about this swimsuit is that you can take braces off.

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So, if you are going on the beach you also need sunglasses to protect your eyes against sun. I found this one and i felt in love, because they have amazing pattern and they are unusual.

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Last thing I will show you is outfit for summer nights. I choose this dress because it’s longer and if night maybe get windy you won’t freeze. 🙂

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Next piece is top for this maxi skirt. Top is more colorful so it will be great combination for black maxi dress. And as you know, I really like back of this top.

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And for the end I will show you my choice for accessories. Sandals are perfect choice for summer, because they are easy to wear and they are so cute.

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And yes, last piece is bag. It’s small, but perfect size for summer nights. You can keep small wallet, phone, keys and lip gloss or maybe something else. I choose color to match brown top.

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So, that’s my favorite selection for ASOS Summer 2015. If you are interested in anything you can go on ASOS page and buy anything you want. Here you are: http://www.asos.com/?hrd=1

I hope you enjoyed and you like my post.

Have a nice day. Bye

-LUCY-

My experience

Hi everyone,

I’m back with emotional post about my experience 1 year and a half ago. What i will tell you today, i have never told anyone yet. But because my blog is anonymous I’m ready to share with you my experience. I hope I will help someone and please be respectful to me, because it’s hard to tell anyone that, even when my blog is anonymous. So let’s get start.

It was two years ago  when i started my last year in elementary school. That year I changed a lot. I decided to quit cutting my hair and to stop wearing my brother clothes. I was really into baggy shirts in neon colors. My trousers were to big for my figure. I mixed colors of my clothes, even if i looked like clown. But than i started to wearing more ‘girly’ clothes. More girly colors, like pink and white with a lot of black color. My clothes were more skin-tight. But my head was disgusting. I can’t look at photos of that year. My hair was like straw and I didn’t take a lot time for it. Even my face wasn’t clean. I got my first pimples. I didn’t know what is powder and yeah, my face was really red.

How ever in my head was tornado. I thought that because of my face nobody like me. I had feeling that everyone talked about my face and make fun of them. So, I hanged out just with close friends, like 2 or 3? When i was alone in my room, it was hell in my head. My favorite songs were about suicide, death, sadness and depression. Constantly my eyes were oriented into depressed and sad things. A lot of my time I searched on that kind of tumblr sites. I also thought that I’m really fat, but I had only 114 pounds or 52 kilograms and I was 170 centimeters tall. My life was mess. I really thought that nobody like me. I was constantly in fight with my parents and my brother. Than one night I found picture, like this one.

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I though that cutting will help me. I did one line. Blood slowly flowed on my skin. I felt first tears in my eyes. It was kind a scary, but after that day I cutted my self a lot. That make me feel better and more powerful. I was wearing more and more bracelets and every time when I was with my friends I hid my sadness. It was really painful to watching my beautiful friends and i was feeling unwanted with them. That was most hard time in my life.

Now, when i look back to that time, I don’t even know what I was thinking. Every time I look my legs, I remember that pain. I have scares on my right leg. I think that that mistake will never disappear. I also have one scar on my left forearm. That was nonsensical, but back than I couldn’t help myself. I ‘have’ to soften my emotional pain with self-harming. I didn’t told anyone for that. Now, I think that if I will tell someone, they could help me and I wouldn’t have scares with sad memories.

What i want to tell anyone? If you are depressed or you have same thought like me, please talk to someone. Anyone you want, your family, friend, boyfriend, girlfriend or even with me. I will be really happy to help you, because I know how hard it can be. But remember you are MUCH STRONGER than you think.

Please, if you want someone to talk with you, you can send me email to: lucywoodly5@gmail.com and I will replay to you soon as I can. I can help you and we could be friends.

Big hug for everyone, xoxo.

-Lucy-

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Letter to my self

Hi Lucy!

You were only 17 years old when you dicided to write letter to yourself. Now you are here, reading.

Do you remember what you were doing on 15.7.2015? You don’t? That’s why i decided to suprise you with letter. On 15th Juny you writed first post on your blog. You were introducing yourself to the world. I hope that right now more people know you than when you started writing. You didn’t believe in yourself.

You were really shy when you were younger, but how ever you had many friends and many boys were in love with you. Your eyes were everytime oriented wrong. You wanted boys you couldn’t have. I hope you have found someone who really love you and that you love him too. Ow, do you remember that neighbour boy who were 5 years older, but he was in love with you? You thought that he is kind a cute. Where is he right now? Why you don’t call him and grab a drink with him?

What about your family? Where are they? Is your brother in college? You really love your brother, but you were to shy to show him that. You were really happy for him, when he found his first job. What is he doing right now? Did his dreams came true? I hope so, becouse he is really talented and his look is charming. Please call him for me and make sure he is ok. I know he will be very happy, he ever was when you called him.

I almost forgot to ask you if you remember your wild nights? Every Friday night you were out with your friends. You were doing everything you wanted. Sometimes that was pretty scary and i hoped you would stop. But that was only way to forget your entire life. You were depressed. I believe that you remember that time of your life. You were out when was night and at your room when was day. Your favorite blogs on tumblr were about suicide and depression. But how ever  i believe that you gone through that stage in your life and you are enjoying happy life.

Last thing i want to tell you is that i have always believe in you. You were so strong, even when entire world judged you. You stand up for your friends and you supported every single people on the world who were doing right! You were really brave but you didn’t realize. But if i’m honest. Everytime you placed yourself in second place. Maybe that was guily for your depression. I’m sure you are happy and lucky right now.

That’s all i wanted to share with you right now. Maybe someday i will write another letter for you.

With love Lucy.

(15.7.2015 – Lucy,read this next year!)

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Fresh start of random girl

Hi guys!

I’m new here and i’m not pretty sure how this works. Please don’t make fun of worst form of my first post.

Because nobody knows me i’m going to introduce my self in 10 points. So, let’s get started.

  1. I’m 17 years old girl from small European country.
  2. I’m in love with criminal series, such as NCIS, Dexter and Castle. I will write about it soon, so make sure you check it out.
  3. My favorite food ever is risotto with a lot of peas and carrots.
  4. When I was younger, my favorite singer was Cody Simpson and someday he followed me on twitter and than he retweeted my post. I was the happiest girl alive.
  5. I’m really communicative and sociable. I enjoy meeting new people.
  6. I can’t go a day without reading. I really love to read criminal books or books about really life.
  7. I don’t eat ice cream and chocolate. Not because i’m on diet on something, but i just don’t like how it taste.
  8. My current obsession is we heart it. I spent a loooot time on it.
  9. When i was younger, i wanted to be forensic scientist.
  10. Once my friend told me that i look like Jamie Luner.

So that’s all for now. I’m glad if you read this post.

Have a nice day, xoxo

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-Lucy-